Saturday, May 31, 2003

ANTHEM OF THE BROKEN HEARTED
by brokenhearted05
So wat if my heart is broken?
nobody wants 2 hear me cry
every story is the same
y would any1 want 2 hear mine?
another day stuck in the rain
w/ nothing left 2 say
every1 has their own problems
hearts are broken everyday
this is 2 anyone
who stares at old photos
n wishes they could turn back time
I write him letters in my mind
but no words could ever make him mine
heres 4 every1s tears
n sighs u wish the world could hear
4 every memory thats been broken
every letter, photograph, n every stupid token of love
what a lovely world we live in
so many people crying
n know what it feels like
2 be dying inside
this is the anthem of the broken hearted
2 any1 who feels torn apart
u cant think of anyone else
but the 1 who broke ur heart
wat can I do
when everything reminds me of u...
~me~ at 9:09 PM

Sunday, May 25, 2003

okai. i havent written in a while but a lot has happened. hehe. last friday rals and dray spent the night after a girls night out. We went to see Bye Bye Birdie with Jecca (took Edwin and John too) and after that we went to get jen and watched an Open Mic Night aat Starbucks. We chilled at Jens house as she got ready, then We went to BJ's. Me Jen and Drey walked to Jens house to get her car at 11:30 at night. Really exciting! LoL. Rals took Jecca home in the meanwhile. We got home at 11:55, and talked downstairs then went to bed. we did the carwash w/ yearbook saturday morning, and then me, rals, and lyan went to the strawberry festival. we went to andrea's for a while, then i got dropped off at home. Aaorn came to get Resnik hw, and Sunday i think i did pretty much nothing but homework. I havent really done anything during the week. Edwin got his new MR2, and i saw it yesterday. I gave Alex and his friend Danny a ride to Taco Bell before i went to Dray's party at the beach. OMG i had so much fun. I took lots of pics. We wrestled, listened to music, played LOTF, and goofed off. I was planning on going to Baskin Robins and then the movies ) to see Matrix Reloaded) afterwards, but yeah. mom was bein dumb. Aaron was going to give Mary and April a ride home, but when they walked to Schoogie's house, they found out his cvar had been broken into and his stereo was gone. Im sorry Ass-Mar. So Rals ended up taking me, Mary, and April home. On the way, Rals was showing Jecca how she steers with her feet, and then we ran a red light. Like hardcore red light. LOL. I kinda played a guilt trip act on my mom, so shes gunna let me spend the night at Rals...hehe...except me and als have been planning on going to TJ all week. I think Dray might come with us. If we do go, we'll leave tomorrow late morning or early afternoon. Then we're gunna try and crash at Angie's house, but she doesnt know it yet. I am so excited. Today Rals and Jecca came over and baked food for the dance. Mary came over, and she looked HOTT. lol. She had her hair did, and her makeup did, and she looked great. Juan and Steven were with her, and they looked good too. LOL. Rals had to leave early because she was going to go to Riki's show in Thousand Oaks, and i drove Jecca to the school. Then i just came home and did some homework. Good day i guess. Maybe tomorrow and Monday will be better though! MEXICO!!! (but shhhh...the parents dont and will not know--ever...hopefully)
~me~ at 1:21 AM